Saturday, September 15, 2007
stress. i know i am stressed. but does stress always come from parental pressure to do well? does stress always come from peer pressure in an elite school? does stress always come from personal expectations of academic grades? for me, the answer is no. stress comes from many many other sources. and unfortunately, they do not come from those that i have mentioned. if you think i am in self-denial, well, i can confidently say i am not.
if only there is a pill which i can take, instead of the ten-pill-prescription that i am under now, whereby all my worries, fatique and sorrow can go away. if only there is an environment whereby i am not subjected to sources of stress and i can lead a carefree life. if only.. possibly in the near future, but right now, from where i am, it seems so far away.
my life ambition: to be a bum and stay at home and do nothing. (that is very ms lim, but i really do have this ambition long long time ago, even before she told us about hers) but i cant. because i know there is something greater out there for me to accomplish, something out there for me to fulfill, something out there for me to achieve.
i hope i am not sounding suicidal or depressed or negative or pessimistic or anything. but if you are worried, i can reassure you that i wont be commiting suicide at any point of my life, because i live for god and god alone. :)
lisa starred at ::8:14 PM::
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